tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25100036729651884002024-02-19T23:57:29.561-08:00Struggles of a standard slacker.SeanyBhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07434367532792859959noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2510003672965188400.post-42648794705776519402011-03-04T03:28:00.000-08:002011-03-04T03:28:59.586-08:00First Time For EverythingSo. This is blogging. <br />
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I always thought it was just an egotistical way to spill your feelings into the world of the internet, and I guess I'm right really. I started this blog as a personal way to rant and rave about my very uninteresting life, but the more I thought about it, the more I began to see my life a little differently. It's quite....erm....well....interesting. <br />
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I wont bore you or myself by talking about my work stuation. If anything vaguely exotic happens on that front I'm sure I will include it into my inane ramblings. I work. That's all you need to know for now. <br />
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As an outsider looking in on my life I suppose it's quite normal. I live with four close friends in a gorgeous house. I have a great boyfriend. I have a fantastic family. Wow, I am pretty lucky really.<br />
It's when you look in a little more detail at my life that the oddness creeps in. I take drugs. I party quite hard. I am on antidepressants. I bury my head in the sand when I really shouldn't. A little over five months ago I was in a very abusive relationship. I am in a lot of debt. I have a huge chip on my shoulder about being a complete and utter failure. <br />
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Jesus this is like therepy!<br />
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*I just want to make clear now, this is not 'Woe is me' 'Isn't my life so terrible' bullshit. And I would quite happily punch those kind of people in the genitals.*<br />
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I guess these blogs will just be the verbal diarrhea of a girl trying to be a woman in amongst a world of mistrust and scary decisions. All of which are made harder by the fact that I am irrevocably and astronomically lazy. <br />
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Safe, Seany xSeanyBhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07434367532792859959noreply@blogger.com0